I am disillusioned and frustrated. How can she let me down in such a way. Utter failure in appraisal of her mentality and frame of mind making this bent of her capricious and inconstant character absolutely unexpected of such a psycho-physical excellence and beauty. From the day one, when we chanced to come across – her soothing smile, captivating look, tender sentiment, gracious gait, intellectual brilliance, charming in every inch, fascinating and hypnotizing presence – all these made such a deep impact on my mind and heart that we merged ourselves in each other. We began to live together with joy and heavenly bliss. But now that she has undermined my love I am engrossed in such a deep aversion for her that, on the spur of the moment I thought, I should immediately desert her but I could not. When the destiny made our two souls one how can I inflict dissection on and, thereby, abandon it bleeding for ever.